My whole self is burning physically and also SPIRITUALLY. What a night! We were in The National Youth Prophetic Conference to lead the People of God through dance in the praise and worship. It has been an experience I would never want to forget. Seeing that distinct unity in Cuneta Astrodome was remarkable. It made my heart smile like it never has before. We were all on fire with the Holy Spirit. Prophets from India saw visions in the place where you can really assure you're in God's presence. Soaking in His presence was very touching and made my whole day. Being able to know that His angels and saints were there surrounding us was truly heart-warming. That burning sensation in our hearts was felt throughout all our bodies; it was truly different. Even as the crowd grew silent so they could listen to what the Holy Spirit is telling the prophet, there was still a thick cloud of His presence in our midst. It was an OPEN HEAVEN! Seeing the youth and the youth at heart dance with us made me feel the presence of unity among us Christians. That very day, God gave us a taste of Heaven. I thank Him for bringing me there and giving me the opportunity to minister to a great crowd of souls on fire. We were as one praising His name and giving glory to Him alone. God has bind us with our fellow youth which last night I felt like my very own family, my very own brothers and sisters. We were there for the whole day but as if it was only for a few hours, WE LONG FOR MORE! I want His fingertips writing in my heart, I want to feel that burning sensation and I want that thick cloud of presence living in me everyday! I longed for His presence, I longed for more of Heaven! It made me more excited for His coming. I want to be with Him and His angels forever! God gave us weapons that night for we are His army for the Last Days and knowing that our generation is going to live up to His Visitation is truly a great feeling. I WILL FOREVER PRAISE AND GLORIFY HIS NAME!

Through His Strength

Exam Week! What is Stressed Out? Don't know what to do first, don't know how to manage my time, and I don't know what to study first! What I do know is.. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" Philippinas 4:13 . I can do all these things through the favor of the Lord and through His strength. :) :)

My Own Chain

Been trying to hide how I feel

It's hard when you know it's real

Been glancing at your killer smile

Been hoping that you were mine

I never was the girl to cry

Over such a simple guy

But the tears just kept on falling

My heart just keeps on longing

I lock myself with my own chain

Not used to this kind of pain

Guess I'd rather endure this all

Though I know I'll break and fall

I thought I could control my love

Guess I wasn't strong enough

So now I have to cry to sleep

Thinking that I'm really weak

What I Never Could Say by: Faith Bernaldez

You can look at me a hundred times

I can fall forever in your smile

Those eyes that can light up my whole world

Can always get my heart in a twirl

It's obvious that I have fallen

For a guy who my heart has chosen

For a guy who has captured my heart

And from it holds a very big part

I am never really this cliche

But a guy like you could change my ways

I never thought of a guy this long

In music, you're my favorite song

Falling was never my brightest plan

I think too much now my heart demands

For a turn to control my feelings

For a turn to control my whole being

Though many think that there is something

I try to remind myself one thing

That I shouldn't really expect too much

Though it's confirmed that I am in love

Because of the hurt and all the pain

There is still caution that will remain

I couldn't bow down, there's always pride

But I can't help but collapse in time

It is saddening but very true

I can't help it if I fall for you

I can't pretend, no more can i hide

From these feeling that I trapped inside

In this poem, I'd want you to know

That I couldn't let my feelings show

I hope you know that you hurt me too

By making me fall in love with you

Schedule=Busy

Woah, I've been very busy lately! Aside from being a volleyball varsity player, i'm very active when it comes to dancing in church, and I still have to keep my grades up! I have such a hectic schedule that I don't even have time to hang out with my friends. I'm always the one who can't go and yes it hurts but I should know my priorities and basically at this time, being a teen is not exactly my priority. But thanks to God I still belong to the top students and I haven't been sick! God is truly good to whoever serves Him! :)

The Dream

So I just wanna share this with you :) :)

Last night I had this dream..

My friend was there. But not just any friend. That friend was a childhood friend and, well, he's in heaven now.

So the dream goes like this.

My ride dropped me off at a circular park. When I stepped on the grass, my friend appeared. He was playing and looked very happy. Of course, I was very happy as well!

I ran to him and gave him a big hug!

We even played on the grass a little.

This dream gave a smile on my face. I just miss this kid so much. I know he is having fun right now with God in heaven and I know I'll see and play with him again :)

CLAVERIA

Okay so I'am very sorry for not writing about our vacation :)

So anyway, last month.. we went to our mom's province. We had like a 12-hour trip! I know, 12 hours of just sitting on that large, cold bus @-) And yes, I DID HANDLE IT :-bd

When we finally arrived in Claveria, the province, we took a tricycle to the hotel we were going to stay in. When the tricycle arrived to picked us up I was just so amazed of how small and cute it was! But I loved riding in that small tricycle. It's more comfortable than the tricycles here in Manila :)

Our purpose for being there was for the dedication of the boat our aunt and uncle had made for their business. So we thought, we should enjoy our stay there as well. We stayed there for like 3 days, I think.

The landscape was fantastic! Claveria had the most beautiful scenery my eyes had ever seen! The mountains there were filled with trees and you can see clearly the fog that surround its tip! The sand was so soft and the ocean was clean! It was purely amazing!

My sister and I took some pictures by the sea shore and it turned out AWESOME! Also considering our model-like bodies and faces :> Loljk :))

When we were done swimming.. one word, SUNBURN @-)

It will take months to bring the color back but so what? It was worth it anyway :-bd